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Week 10: Protecting the Spark — What The Artist’s Way Taught Me About Creative Sovereignty

August 7, 2025

This reflection marks Week 10 of a creative ritual rooted in sovereignty and slow reclamation. Inspired by The Artist’s Way, it explores what it means to protect the spark—not just from external demands, but from internal doubt. It’s a meditation on boundaries, trust, and the quiet power of showing up for your own rhythm.
What if creative safety is the soil where brilliance grows?

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My Creative Block Wasn’t Laziness — It Was Performance Anxiety

August 7, 2025

This essay unpacks the quiet tension between creativity and visibility. It explores how performance anxiety—masked as laziness—can stall even the most intentional maker. Through personal reflection and gentle inquiry, it asks what happens when we stop trying to impress and start listening to what our creativity actually needs.

What if the block isn’t a failure, but a signal to slow down and return to ourselves?

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I Was Told to Monetize Every Sketch: What I’m Unlearning About Creativity →

July 17, 2025

Originally published July 2025 on Medium.
This essay is a quiet rebellion against the pressure to commodify every act of creation. It names the exhaustion of turning sketches into products, moments into marketing, and art into proof of worth. It’s a reflection on what gets lost when creativity is always asked to perform—and what begins to return when we let it breathe.
What if making is enough, even when it doesn’t earn or impress?
Read it here: I Was Told to Monetize Every Sketch—What I’m Unlearning About Creativity

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Stuck in the Planning Loop? How I’m Recovering My Creative Voice (One Risk at a Time) →

July 17, 2025

Originally published July 2025 on Medium.
This essay names the loop so many creatives know too well: endless planning, endless hesitation, and the quiet erosion of voice beneath the weight of “getting it right.” It’s a reflection on the risks that restore momentum—not dramatic leaps, but small, deliberate acts of choosing action over avoidance.

What opens when we stop perfecting the plan and start trusting the process?
Read it here: Stuck in the Planning Loop: How I’m Recovering My Creative Voice One Risk at a Time

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I Kept Calling Myself Lazy. I Was Starving for Space. →

July 16, 2025

Originally published July 2025 on Medium.
This essay dismantles the myth of laziness and reframes it as a hunger—for space, for rhythm, for a life not dictated by urgency. It’s a personal reckoning with internalized shame and inherited scripts, offering a gentler lens on what it means to pause, to need room, to resist the grind.

What if what we call “lazy” is actually a signal that something deeper needs tending?
Read it here: I Kept Calling Myself Lazy—I Was Starving for Space

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What If It’s Still Possible? →

July 16, 2025

Originally published June 2025 on Medium.
This essay is a quiet invocation of hope—written in the aftermath of grief, uncertainty, and the slow rebuilding of trust. It doesn’t promise resolution, but it dares to ask what might still be possible when we choose to stay open. It’s about the flicker of belief that remains, even when everything else feels undone.

What if possibility isn’t a guarantee, but a practice?
Read it here: What If It’s Still Possible

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I Don’t Want My Time Stolen by Algorithms Anymore →

July 16, 2025

Originally published June 2025 on Medium.
This essay is a declaration of digital boundaries—a refusal to let algorithms dictate attention, rhythm, or worth. It names the quiet theft of time and the subtle erosion of creative sovereignty, offering a call to reclaim intentionality in how we engage online. It’s not just critique—it’s a reclamation.

What shifts when we stop scrolling and start choosing?
Read it here: I Don’t Want My Time Stolen by Algorithms Anymore

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The Simple Act That Changed Everything: How Showing Up Restored My Voice →

July 16, 2025

Originally published June 2025 on Medium.
This essay is a reclamation of voice—written in the wake of silence, avoidance, and the slow erosion of creative trust. It honors the moment you chose to show up again, not with bravado, but with quiet insistence. It’s about the simple act of returning to yourself, and how that act can shift everything.
What becomes possible when we stop waiting to feel ready, and begin anyway?
Read it here: The Simple Act That Changed Everything: How Showing Up Restored My Voice

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Reclaiming My Creativity: Breaking Free from Distraction & Self-Sabotage →

July 16, 2025

Originally published June 2025 on Medium.

This essay is a reckoning with distraction, avoidance, and the quiet ways we betray our own creative instincts. It names the patterns—self-sabotage, overconsumption, fear—and begins the work of reclaiming rhythm and trust. It’s not about productivity; it’s about returning to the pulse of making with clarity and care.

What shifts when we stop numbing and start listening?

Read it here: [Reclaiming My Creativity: Breaking Free from Distraction & Self-Sabotage](https://medium.com/@milnacultivates/reclaiming-my-creativity-breaking-free-from-distraction-self-sabotage-11391777b7b9)

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Trusting the Process: What Happens When You Just Start →

July 16, 2025

Originally published May 2025 on Medium.
This essay captures the quiet courage of beginning before you're ready. It reflects on the moment you chose movement over mastery—when starting became an act of trust rather than certainty. It’s a meditation on creative momentum, imperfect beginnings, and the subtle power of showing up without a map.
What unfolds when we stop waiting for clarity and begin anyway?
Read it here: Trusting the Process: What Happens When You Just Start

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A 100-Day Journey: Prioritizing Creativity Without the Pressure to Hustle →

July 16, 2025

Originally published May 2024 on Medium.

This essay traces a season of creative reclamation—100 days of showing up for art without urgency, without performance. It’s a meditation on rhythm, resistance, and the quiet power of making without needing to prove. What happens when we create for nourishment, not productivity?

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